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everybody’s doing something
i’m stoned on the basement couch
i know no one would probably notice
i need a replacement now

to take over this existence that i fucked up
and didn’t ask for anyway
they could be a better Lonny than me
even if i ever changed

when the expectations are so high
that as soon as you’re born, it’ll fix their lives
but you throw a fit and then his shoe flies
right past your head, all you do is cry

does anything get better?
am i still that little kid?
that was terrified to call anyone on
the fucked up shit they did

well i still can’t tell my own dad
when he makes me feel worthless
and i don’t think there’s a strain that
will ever make those things hurt less

i fantasize about it too much
disappearing but it’s real
and never oversharing or explaining
anything i feel

but that won’t ever make me better
it makes me cease to exist
like every time i think i fuck up
instinctively, i make a fist

there might not be an afterlife
where i can reminisce
and who would take sydney’s glasses off her face
to give her forehead a kiss

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from Jazz From The Other Side of The House, released May 19, 2023

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