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What The Heck? & A OK

by The Acid Flashback at Nightmare Beach

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​i stare out windows and wonder what it's like outside like i lack the ability to find the motivation to carry me to the door think i'll just smoke some more holding tight, searching aimlessly for something that doesn't exist but i'll just keep trying to hold my breath a little bit longer what the heck? i'm at the corner of fuck this and everything else and i'm not asking for help but i feel like i just got my ass kicked in a bare knuckle boxing match i didn't stand a chance in the last few months just seem to drag on and on and on and on i mix overthinking and sad car rides what could possibly go wrong? burned out bright, yearning shamelessly for love in every 80s flick so we'll keep implying we're not depressed until it all collapses what the heck?
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A OK 02:54
i don't feel like doing shit tonight i think i’m gonna kick it with my cats this time ignore texts and calls from everybody i know then wonder why my friends think i’m an asshole but it really doesn't bother me as much as it should like every sentence that i’m speaking is somehow misunderstood i’ll continue living every single day on repeat like some shitty reruns on a broken tv we spend weekends burning holes into our weakened lungs writing secrets on the paper bathing on our tongues directionless as fuck and that’s a-ok i don’t know how to use a compass anyway it’s been 20 years, i still don't know what to do and the universe still doesn't give a shit about you we spend weekends burning holes into our weakened lungs writing secrets on the paper bathing on our tongues you can't pretend, that you're fine with everything the way it is you’re bored, and it feels monotonous directionless as fuck and that’s a-ok i don’t know how to use a compass anyway it’s been 20 years, i still don't know what to say so here's a thumbs up emoji, sorry that i'm so lame

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released July 1, 2017

written and performed by lonny starsky.
produced and mixed by ryan wasoba.

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